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CoLaS 1: Understand. by alaisiaga, literature

only sleeping by alaisiaga, literature

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only sleeping

my own ritual of coaxing the sun from drift-bound night through stone & blood (my december suicides are killing me); each time is a forever, broken course of returning footpads every eternity darker yet-- each forever longer still-- always less and less and less makes it back and now so whole these flat words are hollow echoes on the altar but let's call it hibernation. we'll spread false comfort with that age-old lie at the side of the road: we'll claim all this only slumbers under snows furled like a fiddlehead waiting to be

want for nothing by alaisiaga, literature

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want for nothing

For the first time, I can see the sky. There's just as many stars as there are meant to be. All these moments running on through our grasp we can't reclaim, and that's all right. Something close to peace, (the strength to send you on.) When hope was gone, (discovered anew.) This darkness soft. (It's right, this time.) You shiver tight.. (Goodbye, this time.) I want for nothing in this world, or the next if there is, I don't need it anymore. These constellations that cry promise of a winter that will come once again, always before. For the last time, I will hold this sky: I'll forget the names, the forms I'll never know. I tas

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Walking before the dawn, sleeping with hems of dew. The stars and the wind in my hair. You always knew what I needed. I should have said something, but I never felt I needed. The echoes of your veins, the tides of your breath. When I listened then, that was all I knew. And it was something close to happiness, some way close to you. I think you knew. You always knew. Scared of letters. That word, close to breaching. So I let it be. We didn't need it. The rain we never minded, because we knew it was needed. (The light caught us unaware, our plans and fears and traded scars.) The end of the world came and went, no one around to

understand by alaisiaga, literature

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understand

This isn't something new; I'm just finishing what they started, breaking off pieces of my soul with their every touch. It wouldn't last forever, I couldn't last forever. And you said you understand when I shared the jagged nothing, all that remains you held me like you felt its pull as well. Not as deep; no, they, they have not shattered you yet. You close your eyes to escape from the hell of everyday; but when they take that from you, that's how you know they've won. I think you understand I can't be here anymore. Everything is come undone. Don't want to feel anymore. And I am sorry; I don't want to leave you, and I hope you'l

winter is bad enough without by alaisiaga, literature

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winter is bad enough without

this isn't your season, my love; (so very) spring's hesitant promises would suit you, perhaps: their summer affirmation, even their fulfillment in fall. (thought maybe) but winter chases breath from your lungs and clutches tight against its return; the snows hold captive even movements of the stars in ice-sheathed branches that rend the clouds; feather-born retreat with dawn over their shoulders, cutting above currents that stop these flutter-tiny hearts (tried, i) you have no means to fly before the chillblained night-- &i cannot even stand myself against winds heavy with the press of years of gelid words (i'm sorry)

empiricism by alaisiaga, literature

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these laws that bind our feet to earth, fix clouds far above our heads, set flames wheeling in their timeless persuasion-- you brush away like so many shards of glass; they glitter with your disregard order i knew (i thought); yet you will not be classified. so i am left cradling remnants of frayed equations, contaminated fragments of theorems, sheaves of cross-referenced erasures, and only this oath from ashes: i will dissect you, see through to the cogs that turn your heart; i will comprehend you, spin words from the fabric of the dark behind your eyes and hypothesize your soul

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CoLaS 1: Understand. by alaisiaga, literature

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Sep 14
United States
Deviant for 19 years
twitter.com/alaisiaga
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illegal in all 50 states (and three canadian provinces).

Current Residence: Severna Park, Maryland
Favourite genre of music: see above
Favourite style of art: Anime/manga
Operating System: Linux (Ubuntu and/or Debian)
MP3 player of choice: xmms, iPod
Shell of choice: Fluxbox, KDE
Favourite cartoon character: BT from .hack//SIGN

Favourite Visual Artist

M. C. Escher

Favourite Movies

Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, Donnie Darko, The Illusionist, The Dark Knight, WALL-E

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Steven Wilson

Favourite Writers

Emily Dickinson, Sylvia Plath, Douglas Adams

Favourite Games

WoW, Okami, Neverwinter Nights, Kingdom Hearts, Katamari Damacy, Windwaker, Chrono Trigger, FFVI

Favourite Gaming Platform

PlayStation 2 / Computer / Wii

Tools of the Trade

Gimp, Inkscape, Wacom Intuos 2 tablet, my handy-dandy Moleskine, Paint Shop Pro 8 (rarely)

Other Interests

Writing, singing, acting, playing bass/piano/flute, drawing, and pretending I'm good at them

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alaisiaga

Jan 1, 2011

i need a scanner. advise me.

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awaiting word on what's to come. first and foremost: anyone have any scanner recommendations/brands to stay away from?  my hp all-in-one printer is kicking its tiny plastic legs in the air, but i'm thinking i don't quite want another all-in-one, because really, all they do is suck at all things at once.  hard.  and i would vastly prefer something that can do 9"x12" at the very least.  pondering mustek (like http://www.newegg.com/Product/Product.aspx?Item=N82E168381350072 ), but considering the terrible things i hear about their software, i'm leery about how nicely the twain would play with gimp. so! it's apparently 2011. how's that working

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alaisiaga

Nov 14, 2010

What should I upload first/do more of? In other words: why do you follow me?

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alaisiaga

Nov 14, 2010

standing next to you, i disappear

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why, hello there, boys and girls. so it turns out i took a rather long break this time.  oops. don't have terribly much to show for it, i'm afraid, except for three computers in various states of hardware dishabille.  and a couple songs i may post, if i stop thinking they suck. more later.  wading through my inbox for the nonce. missed you all. :glomp:

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Happy birthday!

Happy birthday!

I know you haven't been around deviantART for a while, but still thought I'd say: haaaappy birthday

IslandWriter

Sep 14, 2012

And happy birthday for 2012 too

Lupinator

May 29, 2011

*watches*
I have so many wrongs to correct here.

MagentaAutumnSky

Mar 7, 2011

Hey Ash!!! I love your Deviant ID and your Avatar! Very Cute!!!! Hope all is well! Wondering how you've been. I'll have to sends you a message! <3 ya!

loopy-lexy

Jan 13, 2011

Thank you for the fave! =]